I'm trying my darndest to tie a knot in the end of my rope and keep hanging on. Admittedly, every day something else comes up and makes it just a little bit harder to hang on.
I'm so tired of thinking about everything. Without going into great detail, let me just tell y'all that we picked up the police report and it was full of flaws. Not the least of which is that Cam was the only one charged in the accident. Even though the officer told Cam to his face that he wasn't the only one being charged. I'm not sure how you can rear-end someone and not be charged, but in any case, that's the way it worked out for the girl driver. Still wondering how to handle that situation. Just not sure what to do, if anything.
The insurance company came out today and looked at Cam's truck. Even though it has a good bit of damage on the front and even some under the hood, the fact that Ford F-250 trucks hold their value very well made the adjuster believe it could be fixed. That's good news. I guess.
We do not have termites. But we have had them at some point in the past. So in order to treat our house to ensure they don't make another unwelcome visit, that will cost several hundred dollars. The exterminator is coming tomorrow to treat it. I guess you could say it's good news that they aren't still here and eating our house down. Although it feels like it's falling in on me right now.
I am trying to be still and know that He is God. I am trying to believe that weeping endures for a night, but joy comes in the morning. I am trying so hard. Sometimes these valleys can be difficult for even the best of people.
If you don't hear from me for a few days, don't worry. I just don't like blogging when my mood and spirit are so low. I'll be back when I'm feeling better. And hopefully that will be sooner rather than later.
Till things are looking better. . . or at least making more sense.