I'm trying my darndest to tie a knot in the end of my rope and keep hanging on. Admittedly, every day something else comes up and makes it just a little bit harder to hang on.
I'm so tired of thinking about everything. Without going into great detail, let me just tell y'all that we picked up the police report and it was full of flaws. Not the least of which is that Cam was the only one charged in the accident. Even though the officer told Cam to his face that he wasn't the only one being charged. I'm not sure how you can rear-end someone and not be charged, but in any case, that's the way it worked out for the girl driver. Still wondering how to handle that situation. Just not sure what to do, if anything.
The insurance company came out today and looked at Cam's truck. Even though it has a good bit of damage on the front and even some under the hood, the fact that Ford F-250 trucks hold their value very well made the adjuster believe it could be fixed. That's good news. I guess.
We do not have termites. But we have had them at some point in the past. So in order to treat our house to ensure they don't make another unwelcome visit, that will cost several hundred dollars. The exterminator is coming tomorrow to treat it. I guess you could say it's good news that they aren't still here and eating our house down. Although it feels like it's falling in on me right now.
I am trying to be still and know that He is God. I am trying to believe that weeping endures for a night, but joy comes in the morning. I am trying so hard. Sometimes these valleys can be difficult for even the best of people.
If you don't hear from me for a few days, don't worry. I just don't like blogging when my mood and spirit are so low. I'll be back when I'm feeling better. And hopefully that will be sooner rather than later.
Till things are looking better. . . or at least making more sense.
6 comments:
Love you and wish I could help:) Totally understand you feeling overwhelmed, we ALL feel that way at times, so keep doing what you're doing and yell if you need me!
I wish I could make it all go away! But I am learning through raising Justin that everyone has to work through things in their own way and not everyone deals with things the same! You know I am here if you need me and just remember that I love you!!!
You hang in there friend.
What helps me during crazy times is to simply tell myself to do the next right thing.
Often the next right thing has nothing to do with the problem, it may even be something simple like washing the dishes, and that seems to work.
Laura
You will overcome this. I am here if you need me for anything. I love you dearly
SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT THIS MOOD THING. I FULLY UNDERSTAND. HOPE EVERYTHING GETS BETTER SOON. I'LL MISS YOU BLOGGING. I REALLY ENJOY HEARING FROM YOU NO MATTER WHAT MOOD YOUR IN. YOU ARE THE ONE THAT USUALLY PUTS A SMILE ON MY FACE. I DON'T KNOW IF THIS INFO CAN HELP YOU BUT, MY DR. TOLD ME NOT TO WORRY ABOUT ANYTHING THAT YOU CAN NOT CHANGE. HANG ON AND HOLD YOUR HEAD UP.MAY GOD BE WITH YOU HOLDING YOUR HAND WHILE YOU HAVE IT ON THE ROPE. LET ME KNOW IF I CAN DO ANYTHING.
I hate it when you feel down. It makes me feel down, too :0(
I just know things are going to look up for ya real soon.
Keep on keepin on. I love ya lots and lots and lots.
BTW, I have a lovely camper in my front yard. Does it belong to anyone you know? HA!
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